8 minutes to 4.15am.
Think my eyes are playing tricks on me.
The work is, as they say, berlambak, but I bring this all on myself.
The good news is that I will finish them.
And I will leave for two wonderful cities soon.
Yes it has been in the works for a while. Will be in New York
for quite a bit, via London. That’s my wonderful piece of news.
Sorry, this is obviously not the full-on, ecstatic version I thought I’d be
writing :)
The following sentences are for several people all at once, from all over.
If you can identify yourself, sweet.
If not, *shrug*? And if you’re over sensitive .. it isn’t you.
Walking in a daze around Batu Pahat
1. Stand up for yourself woman. You’ve been too nice, strive for your own happiness.
I love you.
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2. You don’t know how happy I am that you’re making an effort with him that way.
You show me, truly, that habit is and will never be a reasonable excuse.
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3. I really can’t wait to see you!
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4. I know you’re in the throes of love, but I must warn you sweetheart – I don’t like
being lied to, please don’t do it again?
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5. Out of all the people of the world, I still don’t like two of you, only two of you,
and probably never will. Don’t come home, thanks.
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6. This could be it. I think I will be well and over the grey, uncertain area. It
never came up, and now this could be it – and the moment has come and gone.
Perhaps it was meant to be … but I will always treasure you.
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7. A promise is a promise is a promise, so you will never know. I wish I didn’t
know. I wish you knew how selfish I think you are, and it makes me truly sad.
Your head has ballooned to a size which I unfortunately cannot handle.
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8. He doesn’t love you, my sweet. I know you’ll never be fully be honest with
me about this, but please don’t waste your time my darling.
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9. I know your secrets, and I will keep them. But it hurts me to know … because
I adore you two so very much.
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10. Please stop trying.
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11. Yes yes yes, I will write with you, you, you. Let’s make some magic :)
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12. I miss and <3 you, but I can’t get over the fact that you owe me money, that
you know it, and that you act like you don’t at all.
It’s not the money, it’s the attitude.
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13. You’re so much younger than me – and so damn smart, so damn talented, so
damn genuine – that I am in awe of you. I love the fact that you’re doing it on your
own terms, and that it’s for the love of the craft. When I am disheartened by all
your other famewhoric peers, all I have to do is think of you, and smile. I have
nothing to do with your success, but you somehow make me so proud. I wish you
would come back.
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14. Please don’t hurt her. Again. Or you’ll be sorry.
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15. You may think it is okay coming back into my life again, but I can assure you
it is not.
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16. This is not a competition, girl, this is life.
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And the last one is for New York …
17. I am coming, I am ready, and I am opening my heart to you!
xo
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p s – don’t bother asking me if it’s you.
